Tuesday, May 19, 2020

May 2009

The sounds were resumed to gestures


I got as close as I could ..... I wanted to be even closer to her. It couldn't be true! Millions of thoughts running over. It was She, it was She ... I stopped listening. All the sounds around me were reduced to gestures, then resurfaced in the distance in a low and low tone, and then disappeared again. It was a vision tunnel. She was in there... Impossible! Alone? Never! I wasn't going to leave her alone. I got stuck on the floor, I stayed, I stayed, I stayed! Everything was grey and dumb



A friendly voice took me away from that twist. I left with her a river of tears.

Her joyful eyes, her soft skin, her voice, her scent ... now accompany me forever.
Sadness surrounds me, but now, I have learned to cry inside, and to laugh outside. And I also learned, with someone extraordinary, to cry openly and ask for a hug when needed.

She had to go
My mother!
Imagine what Google made in 2009, May 19th



Today, eleven years ago, my mother had died.

In my enormous disgust I couldn’t imagine. Who would have thought that Google would do a photo report of her funeral on leaving the church?! I can recognise everyone present.

I didn’t want to believe it when, by chance, did a street view of that street.

There was my mother lying in the funeral car, my family and friends who accompanied us in that terrible moment.

I want to pursue the photos, so made some print screens


My mom had died
Sad forever!